YO!!! Actually nt blogging tis few days derhs ..but Laogong tell mii to blog ..lols..so lame rite...=.=
hahas ..okayy lahs ..stop my rubbish le ..
Today quite happi ..cos ii get to meet him..After 1 whole day nt contacting ..
Finally get to meet him le ..XD
Seriously ii donnoe wad to say ..but all ii can say to him is .. Laogong i'm realli sry about it ..
Ii misunderstand eu and say those words to hurt eu deep..
Eu say ii weekends working noe time to pei eu ,weekdays eu half dead ..
but ii realli have to get some saving for myself ..Like wen ii wan sometink ii don have to save till so long ,end up noe stock..rmb tat dress? So ii wanted to work at least wen ii wanted to buy sometink ii don have to wait till so long ..
After tis month ii will try to cut down my working hour like work 4-5 hours at least can pei eu half day marhs ..can pei eu oso can earn some money ..but tis month realli sry ..ii must work for long hours ..but if like ii got time during weekdays ii come find eu okayy ..at least get to see each other rite ..=) Ii noe eu will say eu scare eu cannot take it ..but lets take it as a test for us okayy?because wen eu go NS le ..we still oso have to face tis tape of situation for 2month plus ..Jus da han awhile can? ii noe ii like tat say abit selfish ..maybe eu will say ii don understand hw eu feel ..or maybe eu will tell mii the feeling is different ..But ii realli cant tink of a better way ..3weeks,After 3weeks ii will cut down my working timing, so tat ii can pei eu more ..
Jus nw eu ask mii wad will ii do if eu realli leave mii..ii donnoe hw to ans infront of eu ..
but my ans is ..if eu realli leave mii ii tink ii will break down once again and ii donnoe how long my moody mood is going to be ..
Yst wen out wif jac and kitkat to mcys ..jac say she hate to see mii moody ..
she say she hate to see her fren like tat ..but ii realli donnoe hw to control my moody mood..
Ii wanted to act like nthing had happen and jus as normal wen out wif them happi happi derhs ..but ii jus can put a fake smile on my face ..
Laogao i'm realli sry ..yst spoilt ur mood ..
Laogong ..pls forgive mii ..tis month ii realli cant pei eu much ..SRY!
Ii will pay eu back nxt month derhs ..
Understand mii pls ..ii noe eu will ..
To mii eu r the most understanding guy..=)
Ii love eu boi ♥